SET ME STRAIGHT

Set me Straight

Savior of the dark December
lone unfriendly cell
shall I call it home
my place to dwell

Artificial entity
Artificial life
swallowed by insanity
of giving it another try

Shall I lay here trembling
Should I see this through
Am I over thinking again
Why must I believe in you

Non reciprocated affection;
a desperate elated cry
Succumbed to blurring reality;
lost in the stars amongst the sky

Tell me that you love me;
tell me what is true
I need to see what I believe to be
I need to understand you

Another sad eccentric poem~ AHH SHUDDAP ALREADY!!!

Another sad eccentric poem:
AHH shuddap already

Cheap bizzare fanasties
distractions of the truth
Limitless fascinations that blur the lines between me and you

Lost in the enigmatic chances get the best of me
Finding it harder to separated out the multitudes of fanasty
Back up against the wall now unexpectedly
The evils of you

Undone majesty
feeble but so true
Undone justice and love
Come forth from you

Am I so afraid of facing facts alone
am I so damn insecure
or am I what I bemoan?

Reaching Out for Leverage

Reaching Out for Leverage


Unseen struggles mounting
grasping for leverage at times is frightening
Never ending empathetic pain is unsightly
Salvation is all but dissolved

In the epic battle between love and hate
forgiveness taken for granted by self indulged ingrates

why are 'they' so blinded by emotion
that 'they' react too late?
Rhetorical question I currently ponder

Am I so tender, I implore...
To save those whom saved me once before?
Am I so weak, my former self would ignore
Or am I thinking too much...

Endless skies I beg will not forsake
Those whom are lost and cannot wake
Are their souls a loss, did God forsake?
My head hurts just exploring the cost

Nevermore will I pretend
Ignorance I shall not depend
Drying my tears steadfast till the end

My gift of condolence to you